My Future

I know what my life will look like, well, at least for the next four years until I graduate college in 2019.  I will be attending Central Michigan University starting in August to major in Spanish Secondary Education.  I have been keeping up on my Spanish studies so I make sure my memory is refreshed and as knowledgeable as it can be.  Hopefully by my fourth year of college I will be in Spain!  Yes, Spain!  I won't be there for long though, because I will be studying abroad only for a semester most likely.  I wish it could be longer, I truly long to visit a foreign country, Spain being my first choice.  Of course at one point I will have to do my student teaching.  After that day I graduate in 2019 from CMU, I don't know where I will be.  I sure hope I have a teaching job as soon as possible.  Then a whole new chapter in my life begins.

Portrait Photography

I think what makes a great portrait shot is one that really focuses on the person's emotion.  One that really shows the person's face and mood works best.  Even adding some retouching and effects, such as black and white improve a portrait photograph.

This baby picture depicts a good portrait picture because it shows the emotion of a baby.  It zooms in on the baby's face to show its emotion, happiness. 

It is not easy to get a good portrait shot.  It takes the perfect camera setting, angle, and zoom.  All of this is made possible with the right camera and lens as well as any edits made to the photo.


An actor's portrait shot, such as this one, shows a mood to prove how serious he is and how determined he is in acting.

Cheaters Never Win!

 

I would do nothing if I saw a friend cheating.  To keep a friend, you have to trust each other.  I know that I have great friends who are trustworthy people, so they would not majorly cheat.  But if I saw such a thing from them, I would keep it to myself.  If I saw someone cheat that was not my friend or a nice person, and I saw them cheat, maybe I would say something.  This I would do only if it was on something huge, such as a final exam or major essay.

My Breakdown of a Song

A favorite song of mine is "Map of the Problematique" by Muse.  The lyrics were written by the band's lead singer/guitarist Matthew Bellamy.  I like the way the song sounds and how the lyrics are sang.  For me, this song is about a man who is contemplating the things in life.  It seems there has been a traumatic event for the man and he is trying to figure things out.  This is my breakdown and what I think the lyrics mean:

Fear, and panic in the air
I want to be free
From desolation and despair

There is a loss of people and a loss of hope.  He is afraid and panicking that he will be the next one to go, possibly be another "loss".  He has this fear for being abandoned, and when he has this person to "be free from desolation and despair" he became desperate to keep that person by their side.

 

And I feel like everything I saw

Is being swept away

When I refuse to let you go

He refuses to let [her] go.  Letting someone special go is not that easy.  But, he knows that if he doesn't let go, he will lose her anyways.  It is a fight within himself.

I can't get it right since I met you

"I can't get it right" is that he can't find the right words to say. Everything is wrong in times like this for him. "Since I met you" - he feels that he didn't do or say the right things from the start. He's blaming himself.

Loneliness be over
When will this loneliness be over?

I find this one to sound just the way it is.  When he is pleading that the loneliness be over, he is pleading for an answer and for everything to end.  No matter what, he will always end up feeling lonely.  It will never be over.

Life will flash before my eyes
So scattered and lost
I want to touch the other side

He can see life "flash before his eyes", but it is not clear to him.  At a time like this for the man in the song, he really has to think about his life.  He starts to remember events in his life and remember old memories, perhaps the happier ones- compared to now. Touching the other side could mean finding out what's going to happen next.

And no one thinks they are to blame
Why can't we see
That when we bleed we bleed the same?
This is my favorite part of the song; I find it most powerful.  This is true not for just this song, but for the whole world.  Many people cannot take the blame for themselves and admit to their own faults- "no one thinks they are to blame".  As for "when we bleed we bleed the same", that is him saying everyone is the same in one way or another.  Yet, no one can see it and he asks "why".

 

In the end, he seems to come to a conclusion: nothing he says or does makes any difference.

 

Testing! Testing! Testing!

    It truly does seem as if we spend the first 13 years of our education being tested and I do not care for it.  I understand that it is necessary, for the most part, but really, just how much testing can one take?  Education relies to heavily on testing because that is truly the only way for schools and teachers to prove that a student has actually learned something.  If there were no tests, how would there be proof that students have learned?  Teachers could not truly know if a student has grasped a topic.  Sure, they could ask students questions or lead a class discussion, but there is no solid proof of a successful education unless it is on paper.

   Standardized testing is just a way to either make a school shine so it can bask in its glory or weaken a school's education status.  There should be a fair test, one that is not too difficult for the average student to take.  I do not like these tests.  They are lengthy in time and annoying.  I would much rather just take a regular test in class.  My testing is average.  My ACT score was average and I wish I could have done better.  All the other testing over the years, like MEAP, were OK.  I don't really remember.  For anyone who says  they "just don't do well on tests", I don't fully believe that.  Everyone is capable no matter what ways they take it.  Whether that be on their own or with some help from an Aid or tutor.

Top Four

1) Family
Family is above all, before anything else.  I would never betray a family member to get what I want.  I know it goes both ways too.

2) Education
My high school education is nearly over and next is my college education.  All education is very important as it will be very crucial to getting my college degree and job.  I will be majoring in Spanish Secondary Education at Central this fall and will be trying my best to succeed.

3) Friends
What would I do without friends?  I never want to find that out.  I am thankful for the friends I have and that we all support each other.

4) Entertainment
This includes books, movies, and TV.  I don't read books by the week because I rarely have time to do so, but when I am reading I am engrossed into the book.  I love my TV shows, though, again, I rarely have time to catch up on my show.  My favorite shows are mostly on basic cable TV like Scandal, How to Get Away..., Forever, and others.  Recently I like The Americans on FX.  I am on Season one right now as I am catching up on Amazon Instant Video.  I don't know what I would do without TV shows either.  Movies are something that rarely changes.  I am not an avid movie watcher.  I like to watch the same movies over and over that I really enjoy such as LOTR, Hugh Jackman movies, and comedy movies.

Popular President

I believe that the United States President that had the greatest impact was President George Washington.  Washington was our first President; and therefore he was the set-in-stone of most of how our government operates.  The Declaration of Independence and the Constitution were written and signed during the time of Washington.  Vice Presidents and cabinet members were added because of Washington.


I think that the hardest thing about being the President is stress and pressure.  They have to think of the people and what the people want.  Yet, they also have to keep in mind what is for the good of the country.  Being President sounds too stressful to me, so I would never want to be the President.  If I were to run for President, my campaign pitch would be something along the lines of "bringing the change we wish to see".  That statement refers to our country.  I would say "we" because that includes every one, not just the government.

Charity Event

$100,000 to give away, I would give it to a charity. The charity I would give the money to would be St. Jude's Children's Hospital and wounded veterans charities. I would split the money in half so each would have $500,000. Both of those need the money, just as all charities do, but they are two that mean a lot to me. It is sad when children have cancer, and it is financially hard for families to pay for treatments. St. Jude's is a very good hospital to care for those sick children. And since my grandpa is a veteran, I'd give to a veteran charity as well. 

I Want Out of Here... to the Mountains

Right now, I would prefer to be in the mountains.  The mountains are just so peaceful and calm and away from everything else, for the most part.  Though, when I am thinking about the Smokey Mountains in Tennessee.  My family and I have been there three times and I just love it.  The cabins are amazing and last time we were there, almost two years ago, I got the room on the third floor.  All the third floor had was a full bathroom, a bed, tv, and coolest of all- the highest level deck.  I enjoyed shunning myself on the third floor, it was quite grand.  So, where would I prefer to be?  Having a grand ol' time in the Smokey Mountains, just like it was for me two years ago.

Bug Out

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If I were an insect... ew!  I cannot stand bugs.  They are disgusting little creatures that happen to exist in the world.  If I was any type of insect, I would be an ant.  Ants are insects that seem to mind their own business.  They are lucky that they can easily hide.  They have awesome little sand hills as homes.  Of course, people ruin all their hard work and smash the ant hills sometimes, but they are awesome nonetheless.  Perhaps I am really thinking of the movie Bugs Life when thinking about ants.  In the movie, they have awesome underground tunnels... that is cool.